My 50th chance to get it off my chest
At post 2 I thought I should have just given it a rest.
But I didn’t, I just continued writing what I’m livin’
Batter up in the 9th inning focused on winning
Could you be my sensibility because I’ve lost mine
Feeling fine with the lost time
Change for the bus lost dimes, blowin’ up tap dancing on a land mine
all in due time I think you’ll find
Scaling the building in my prime so I’ll continuously climb
You opened it up to where you felt most comfortable with
I closed it shut because I forgot how it needed to be dealt with.
Ignored your calls, notifications and all.
Trying to stall as you pray on my downfall.
Interrogation with me as the suspect is the impression I get from your text.
Incarceration via infatuation from the very first mention of sex.  
Nevertheless, lest I regress.
Locked down on locked screens conserving battery
Asshole thing to say is sometimes is full blown flattery
Crouching writer with broken wheels on a wagon
Late nights what pleases me is running on trees like crouching tiger hidden dragon.
How did we end up here?
Put the beginning behind us so we can steer clear of the feelings of fear when she’s near.
“There there, it’ll all be fine”
Cut it off now, delete the number and in due time.
You’ll bounce back stronger than ever
with more on the top then you ever thought she severed off
Clicking on ex’s, it’s the Big-Log off.
I’m never just saying things just to say them.
True feelings and motives through rhythm I’m thankful if you’ve read em’
Beautiful bliss on a laundry list
I need to pick-up drop-off and learn how not to reminisce non-stop.
Before it’s all said and done you need to know were done.
Fun is fun but I got lost, it was a vacation until I knew the true cost.
Bermuda triangles rival and I’m holding you liable.
It was undeniable how viable it was as I try not to scoff 
Now the shoes on the other foot and I’m dancing my ass off. 
Clean as a whistle, sharp as a thistle
behind the iron curtain moving a mountain for a dug up crystal.
Hide my face, close my eyes and listen to the sound
It was all a dream until it all fell down.
all my days in a haze all I want is you until you stay.
Ah well, forever alone.
Like a dog with a bone getting something on my own.